I'm getting abused

When you're single .Yes- "single", "alone","not taken", hah more synonyms? So, when you're single , people believe they have nice oportunity to judge you. Some of them, who are called "intelligent" avoid of such talking, but sometimes, for example, during debate, they pour out this, because their subconsciousness tell that it's your weak place...Like lack of brains or ugly face or absence of arm...Hyenas guess they'll have magnificent power over you making you think you're deffected, unnormal,etc. And often they really do...Poor people who accept this. I don't I'm absolutely happy about my freedom (I know, hyenas will yell it's just pathos words of suffering single human being).But no, I'm really happy about my freedom, happy about my honour, okay, happy about my body! Because there is no much disgust then got caress from person you don't like..Arh...No, no, You all say lies. It's real disgust, and i'm so sorry about you who are trying their best to immitate happiness while you got orgasm i time a year...Yes,there are times when i need sex, when i need caress, when i need somebody to hold my cold hand, somebody to spend winter's evenings with, but i'd never ever be with person i don't like. Anyway, I can masturbate,there are always nice book on my bookshelf and....Attention..I have Myself, and it seems like you don't have yourself, because your own personality can't inspire you, can't entertain you, can't iven interest you..That's why you're so afraid of being alone. You depend from your partner, depend from people minds. Remember, you, you, who judge, offend,abuse single people you'll never be happy,because single people will always interrupt you and you'll always envy them, because there, inside of you , you understand they're much stronger, much honourable,much self-confidient and you're just scared part of senceless couple!