I've just realised that I'll always love you, no matter where and how far you are. Even if I press "delete", it'll never delete you from my memory, even if i burn all my notes and throw away things, which remind me about you, I wont forget you ever.I fall inlove so easily, but i didn't fall inlove with you, I loved you, and love and will love. And, i know, my firnds and their critical sights, like :"You're so young, how can you know it was the greatest,deepest feeling of your Life?" . But every act, every feeling is limmited. And i know, You were the biggest passion i've ever had. I didn't believe that i'll be able to live without you even 1 day. But i've broken everything by myself.. I didn't have another choise, did I? I was suffering so much and i thought i'll sufderin' much more, but -no. Apathy came then.
But, yes,I'm calm now, i just understand how big influence you had...