Sommer night isn't for Fear,is it?

Fear...We all know this feeling, different situation, moments and emotions, different levels os this feeling, different motions.

Well, my fear isn't enough to cry aloud at night, but too horrible to fall asleep. Insomnia is torture, but when you can think bout anything you want-it's better, then you can think bout nothing nad fucking fear eats up your brains. Day by day...

I know, it always comes after my poor heart starts work "uncorrectly". But, why the hell? Why? when i want to live normal life, trying to be quite positive, something not very nice happens to my healy, to my heart..I've forgotten about it for several years, and shit! agan!!!I don't want this situation appeara again.

Sommer night is for walking, dreaming, but hell! not for fear!!!