Всегда

Когда ты теряешь кого-то-кто был для тебя богом, ты теряешь все: чувства, логику рассуждений, принципы,мечты, реальность и повседневность бытия,к которому ты привык и спокойно себе жил,не ведая страха, так как у тебя был ОН, именно тот ЧЕЛОВЕК с большой буквы.
Ты чувствуешь себя защищенным и поэтому можешь мечтать, ты уверенно совершаешь ошибки,ведь есть тот,кто поможет их исправить,тот ,для кого ты всего лишь "маленький", тот, кого не раздражает твоя инфантильность и список недостатков, тот,кто любит тебя сильно,бескорыстно, по-настоящему, как никто больше.
Как же грустно, что все хорошее,заложенное тобой меняется под воздействием социума,времени, но иногда обещаешь себе:" Я обязательно вытерплю, выстою и останусь таким же хорошим,хотя бы наполовину таким же хорошим человеком,каким был ты!"
Как же нестерпимо больно понимать, что тебя нет в соседней комнате, и ты не позвонишь. Просто не укладывается в голове и хочется умыться холодной водой.Я могу отвлечься, но успокоиться никогда, ты познакомил меня с этим миром,с самыми интересными его аспектами,с жизнью,каковой она должна быть по-хорошему счету...
Разговоры про Землю и Космос, бесконечно долгие прогулки и разговоры,пещеры для целой кучи динозавров, вышивание бисером,самые лучшие подарки...Что уж говорить, благодаря ТЕБЕ мое детство было самым счастливым,особенным и добрым. Даже,если я буду много часов,дней сидеть и писать "СПАСИБО"-этого будет мало. Как же я жалею,что не все время уделяла тебе,ругаю себя....

Тебе сегодня было бы 80 лет...Люблю июнь и все равно люблю 29-ое, ни смотря на что,что тебя уже нет.. "нет" - страшно звучит...Всегда ,всегда и всегда я буду любить тебя, мой самый лучший, самый дорогой и любимый Дедуля!!!

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As usually, typical situation for Kristina. Without any doubts, it's far more interesting to have or smb in your head then have there nothing. But, holly shit,it seems like life or fate play with me, talking bout some kind of love affairs.

Yes, it irritates and hurts my ambitions. Maybe i ask sth unbelievable, no, i can't say so. Sitting in fornt of my monitor, I stopped to read art history, and start ot think bout him...2 days left and i'll have nice opportunity, but i'll miss it. Why? Because i know, that i'll got fuck instead what i want , perhaps Life saves me from my sick desires? But finally, i need it. The same, smb else will get what i want... so good of you, Kristina, you never fight for what you want, cuz ur fuckin' inner ideals tell you it has to be in a different way...But, i have many "buts". Can anybody helps me to get it??If you can, help, ok. Many thanks!!!

Alexander Puskin's Quotes

The illusion which exalts us is dearer to us then ten-thousand truths.

Inspiration is needed in geometry, just as much as in poetry.

Ecstasy is a glassful of tea and a piece of sugar in the mouth

Edith Piaf's Quotes

As far as I'm concerned, love means fighting, big fat lies, and a couple of slaps across the face.

Death does not exist.

Don't care what people say. Don't give a damn about their laws.

For me, singing is a way of escaping. It's another world. I'm no longer on earth.

I think you have to pay for love with bitter tears.

I'd like to see one person - just one - who would own up to having been a coward.

If God has allowed me to earn so much money, it is because He knows I give it all away.

Money? How did I lose it? I never did lose it. I just never knew where it went.

To be successful in my native France, where people speak the same language and understand me, is nothing.

For me, sleeping is a waste of time. I'm afraid to sleep. It's a form of death.

I am stupid. I always told you I was. I hate myself, and I have no confidence in myself whatsoever.

I was hungry. I was cold. But I was also free. Free not to get up in the morning, not to go to bed at night, free to get drunk if I liked, to dream... to hope.

My life when I was a kid might strike you as awful, but actually it was beautiful.

Your whole personality is in your nose.

Jude Low's Quotes

I have no problem with nudity. My friend Ewan and I are starkers in most of our films.

I would never know how to sell myself as a sex symbol. That`s not how I`m programmed.

I`ve always liked what Thomas More said in Utopia, which is that in Utopia every person is allowed their own lifestyle and religion but no one is allowed to stand on a soapbox and tell others that theirs is right. I thought that was brilliant. Brilliant.

I never thought I had to forge a family, but it felt the most natural thing that ever happened to me - meeting someone and becoming a father.

Success, and even life itself, wouldn`t be worth anything if I didn`t have my wife and children by my side. They mean everything to me.

I honestly have no interest in celebrity whatsoever. If anything, I always cringe at it because it takes away from what I am, which is an actor who wants to be better and do better things.

I don`t want to do anything that I`m not passionate about.

I only want to do the kind of work that I would like to go and see, that`s going to teach me something new, that involves working with people I can learn something from and I can give something to.

Oscar Wilde's Quotes

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.

America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.

Every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter.

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.

Genius is born--not paid.

I always like to know everything about my new friends, and nothing about my old ones.

If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you.

Illusion is the first of all pleasures.

It is always a silly thing to give advice, but to give good advice is fatal.

Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone elses opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.

Patriotism is the virtue of the vicious.

Women love us for our defects. If we have enough of them, they will forgive us everything, even our gigantic intellects.

Women are never disarmed by compliments. Men always are. That is the difference between the sexes.

Whenever a man does a thoroughly stupid thing, it is always from the noblest motives.

When the gods wish to punish us they answer our prayers.

When I was young I thought that money was the most important thing in life; now that I am old I know that it is.

What is a cynic? A man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing.

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

The well bred contradict other people. The wise contradict themselves.

There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating - people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.

There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it.

There is a luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves we feel no one else has a right to blame us.

There is no sin except stupidity.

There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written.

There is only one thing in life worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about.

The critic has to educate the public; the artist has to educate the critic.

The difference between literature and journalism is that journalism is unreadable and literature is not read.

The moment you think you understand a great work of art, it's dead for you.

The old believe everything, the middle-aged suspect everything, the young know everything.

One should always be in love. That is the reason one should never marry

Questions are never indiscreet, answers sometimes are.

Life is too important to be taken seriously.

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us.

Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance.

Men marry because they are tired; women, because they are curious; both are disappointed.

It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.

It is better to be beautiful than to be good. But... it is better to be good than to be ugly.

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.

Life imitates art far more than art imitates Life.

I choose my friends for their good looks, my acquaintances for their good characters, and my enemies for their intellects. A man cannot be too careful in the choice of his enemies.

I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything.

Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future.

Everything popular is wrong.

An excellent man; he has no enemies; and none of his friends like him.

Between men and women there is no friendship possible. There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship.

Bigamy is having one wife too many. Monogamy is the same.

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.

All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his.

Two natures fight hard inside:
Nature,which wears Agent Provocateur and listens to Depeche Mode &

Nature,which wears Green Tea nad listens to brit pop.