I can fall inlove with wooman very easily, but holly shit woomen so irritate me at all. They act, do mistakes, forget, suffer,cry as others and as any other in particular.
Woomen can't be nice friends! Never! Only before they meet new fucker, the same behaviour. They forget you, everything in the world, despite their new addiction. Then they marry, love their kids, and don't even think bout you, but then their lovers find another toy and fucking woomen try to find old friends..Really the most stupid creatures in the world!
Nothing is eternal, especially your fuckers!!!

Sommer night isn't for Fear,is it?

Fear...We all know this feeling, different situation, moments and emotions, different levels os this feeling, different motions.

Well, my fear isn't enough to cry aloud at night, but too horrible to fall asleep. Insomnia is torture, but when you can think bout anything you want-it's better, then you can think bout nothing nad fucking fear eats up your brains. Day by day...

I know, it always comes after my poor heart starts work "uncorrectly". But, why the hell? Why? when i want to live normal life, trying to be quite positive, something not very nice happens to my healy, to my heart..I've forgotten about it for several years, and shit! agan!!!I don't want this situation appeara again.

Sommer night is for walking, dreaming, but hell! not for fear!!!

Всегда

Когда ты теряешь кого-то-кто был для тебя богом, ты теряешь все: чувства, логику рассуждений, принципы,мечты, реальность и повседневность бытия,к которому ты привык и спокойно себе жил,не ведая страха, так как у тебя был ОН, именно тот ЧЕЛОВЕК с большой буквы.
Ты чувствуешь себя защищенным и поэтому можешь мечтать, ты уверенно совершаешь ошибки,ведь есть тот,кто поможет их исправить,тот ,для кого ты всего лишь "маленький", тот, кого не раздражает твоя инфантильность и список недостатков, тот,кто любит тебя сильно,бескорыстно, по-настоящему, как никто больше.
Как же грустно, что все хорошее,заложенное тобой меняется под воздействием социума,времени, но иногда обещаешь себе:" Я обязательно вытерплю, выстою и останусь таким же хорошим,хотя бы наполовину таким же хорошим человеком,каким был ты!"
Как же нестерпимо больно понимать, что тебя нет в соседней комнате, и ты не позвонишь. Просто не укладывается в голове и хочется умыться холодной водой.Я могу отвлечься, но успокоиться никогда, ты познакомил меня с этим миром,с самыми интересными его аспектами,с жизнью,каковой она должна быть по-хорошему счету...
Разговоры про Землю и Космос, бесконечно долгие прогулки и разговоры,пещеры для целой кучи динозавров, вышивание бисером,самые лучшие подарки...Что уж говорить, благодаря ТЕБЕ мое детство было самым счастливым,особенным и добрым. Даже,если я буду много часов,дней сидеть и писать "СПАСИБО"-этого будет мало. Как же я жалею,что не все время уделяла тебе,ругаю себя....

Тебе сегодня было бы 80 лет...Люблю июнь и все равно люблю 29-ое, ни смотря на что,что тебя уже нет.. "нет" - страшно звучит...Всегда ,всегда и всегда я буду любить тебя, мой самый лучший, самый дорогой и любимый Дедуля!!!

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As usually, typical situation for Kristina. Without any doubts, it's far more interesting to have or smb in your head then have there nothing. But, holly shit,it seems like life or fate play with me, talking bout some kind of love affairs.

Yes, it irritates and hurts my ambitions. Maybe i ask sth unbelievable, no, i can't say so. Sitting in fornt of my monitor, I stopped to read art history, and start ot think bout him...2 days left and i'll have nice opportunity, but i'll miss it. Why? Because i know, that i'll got fuck instead what i want , perhaps Life saves me from my sick desires? But finally, i need it. The same, smb else will get what i want... so good of you, Kristina, you never fight for what you want, cuz ur fuckin' inner ideals tell you it has to be in a different way...But, i have many "buts". Can anybody helps me to get it??If you can, help, ok. Many thanks!!!

Alexander Puskin's Quotes

The illusion which exalts us is dearer to us then ten-thousand truths.

Inspiration is needed in geometry, just as much as in poetry.

Ecstasy is a glassful of tea and a piece of sugar in the mouth

Edith Piaf's Quotes

As far as I'm concerned, love means fighting, big fat lies, and a couple of slaps across the face.

Death does not exist.

Don't care what people say. Don't give a damn about their laws.

For me, singing is a way of escaping. It's another world. I'm no longer on earth.

I think you have to pay for love with bitter tears.

I'd like to see one person - just one - who would own up to having been a coward.

If God has allowed me to earn so much money, it is because He knows I give it all away.

Money? How did I lose it? I never did lose it. I just never knew where it went.

To be successful in my native France, where people speak the same language and understand me, is nothing.

For me, sleeping is a waste of time. I'm afraid to sleep. It's a form of death.

I am stupid. I always told you I was. I hate myself, and I have no confidence in myself whatsoever.

I was hungry. I was cold. But I was also free. Free not to get up in the morning, not to go to bed at night, free to get drunk if I liked, to dream... to hope.

My life when I was a kid might strike you as awful, but actually it was beautiful.

Your whole personality is in your nose.

Jude Low's Quotes

I have no problem with nudity. My friend Ewan and I are starkers in most of our films.

I would never know how to sell myself as a sex symbol. That`s not how I`m programmed.

I`ve always liked what Thomas More said in Utopia, which is that in Utopia every person is allowed their own lifestyle and religion but no one is allowed to stand on a soapbox and tell others that theirs is right. I thought that was brilliant. Brilliant.

I never thought I had to forge a family, but it felt the most natural thing that ever happened to me - meeting someone and becoming a father.

Success, and even life itself, wouldn`t be worth anything if I didn`t have my wife and children by my side. They mean everything to me.

I honestly have no interest in celebrity whatsoever. If anything, I always cringe at it because it takes away from what I am, which is an actor who wants to be better and do better things.

I don`t want to do anything that I`m not passionate about.

I only want to do the kind of work that I would like to go and see, that`s going to teach me something new, that involves working with people I can learn something from and I can give something to.